I'm so busy thinking about my future that I can't even think about you like I used to. And it’s scary because it is only the beginning of a new journey and I’m afraid that I’ll need to leave you in the past or that I’ll need to forget you a little bit. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to see your pictures every day, that I won’t be able to watch your interviews and live chats or read your tweets every single day. It hurts me already. I miss you already.
I just want you to know how much I love you guys and how proud I am of every little thing you’ve been doing. You need to know that you have brought me so much happiness, I mean, I can’t forget my 3 boys. Maybe I’ll stop stalking you or crying over you but I know that no matter what, no matter how old, I will ALWAYS smile when I remember your songs, your smiles, your eyes and the sound of your voices.
Thank you for teaching me things that I wouldn’t be able to learn without you. Thank you for making me smile when no one else could. Thank you for being you. Thank you for being a part of me that I’ll never forget.
I love you more and more every day, my boys. ♥
